18 days. impending doom.

tough month ahead. reports, journals, projects, test. too little time. too much to do.
planned my first work schedule in my entire life. hopefully ill follow it closely, and
achieve the ultimate goal, finishing fyp project. it looks just impossible to do so much.
but i know one thing, i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. nothings'
impossible, and i'm sure if i put it into God's hands, he will help me go through this
tough period.

this flu is taking awfully long to heal. its getting on my nerves.

cmpb.

national service, every singaporean's nightmare(at least for the guys, ugh). first step into hell was a visit to cmpb. the sky was pouring heavily in the morning. luckily my dad drove me if not i bet ill probably reach there very late. there were many stations and we were supposed to go through each one which test various parts of the body. Quantifying and Qualifying us enlistees made me feel like a lab rat. even lab rats dont needa queue and wait 30mins to test their eyesight. i thought the body check up was bad, the psychological test after that was worst. i probably spent like 2hrs pressing the correct answer on the keyboard. countless endless questions that stretched my patience to the limit. the instructions wasn't even clear so i didn't care if i even answered them correctly, just pressed any number that comes to mind. after going through hell and back, joel n i contemplated for like 10 mins on where to go and what bus to take. then he decided to go queensway shopping centre. he wanted to buy new year clothes(1 month in advance, singaporeas, lol). boy it was an eye opener for me. first time i see a guy who buys like theres no tomorrow. he bought like so many t shirts, all from 'fresh'. lol apparently its his favourite shop. met gerald there, been a long time since i last saw him. his working there part time. after queensway, i made my way to holland bk for a good solo study on biostats. the dreaded test is hella hard, i dunno if ill pass it. tudi came at 8+ cos she needed help on biomech. everytime i teach her, i feel like i was her tuition teacher, maybe i should consider teachering as a career, NOT! tomolo's biostats, next week's report and journal, the week after next's project and term test. suddenly i feel like atlas, so much to carry. tom hank's in production, working on "da vinci's code". out in 2006, i can't wait. and ewan macgregor's working on "gnomeo and juliet", lol guess wat is it about.

found a really nice site with all the modern furnitures im gonna put in my dream home.
http://www.interiorinternet.com
i just luv those chic modern furnitures inside those newyork apartments, so spacious! ill have home like the furniture shop, airsupply, at parkmall or the home of hugh grant in "about a boy".

stupid flu. i promise ill get u some day. influenzas' a hindrance to *ah.. aHh AHh AhHH AHHH CHOOOOO!!!* mankind. *sniff*

God will make a way

God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength
For each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way
By a roadway in the wilderness
He'll lead me
And rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade
But His Word will still remain
He will do something new today

trust in Him.

rain. heaven weeps.